So easy it is to make promises and so difficult to live up to those!
Now do you see why I called myself c* p*? It's far better not to raise expectations than to raise lofty ones and then shatter those every once in a while, don't you agree? And I laugh at myself for the reasons I have hurt you so, time and time again. That day, I was in a dream when you came unbidden and breathed life into the tired me and when it was time for you to go, my dreamy self refused to let it all end on an earthy note. It wanted a dream ending. For it had been all so dreamlike!
What may appear commonplace to you, was special and magical for me. You didn't try anything extraordinary, you may say, but every word uttered in that dialog would make some part of a memorable chapter of my life. Even the silly way the dream ended, made sense later. Because it found its way to my book of special memories that I think of again and again and live my paradise. The only hitch is, I took you for granted and said things I shouldn't have. I won't say sorry, rather I'll try and see to it that I don't repeat such a mistake again. It takes a lot of foolery to slip up after a public promise, you see :D